Lately, I’ve just been super horny.

I have no idea why but I have been super horny recently. I just wanna touch some big squishy warm titties and fuck. Am I a horrible person? One head says I’m soooo soooo bad and the other one says that being soooo soooo bad is very very good. I’m ready to go. You got a vagina? Let’s fuck.

This imagining of Katy Perry in the nude is not a bad choice.Image

Escaped Slave’s FINAL email contact (hopefully) with The Most Powerful Secretary in the World and Massa Suh

 Some names, dates, blah blah, have been changed to protect the “innocent”. You have to read from the end of the blog post and read upward to get everything in the correct order. By the way, I know that some of the dates are on April 1st, but I assure you that none of this was done in jest. I never reacted in a rude way at all during my entire time at the job until I was finally out from under the control of The Most Powerful Secretary in the World and Massa Suh. As a matter of fact, I was sincere even in most of these emails and responses, too. So, I was just acting that way in the last email to show her how she was acting towards me and to get a slight bit of a feeling of revenge at the same time. Also, if you notice, it is amazing how much power she has and how little Massa Suh has at all. She pretty much tells him anything that she wants and he does it. It’s like some type of weird and scary mother and son relationship even though they’re not related. Enjoy.
 
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—– Forwarded Message —–
From: The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
To: Escaped Slave
Sent: Monday, April 1, 2013 8:59 AM
Subject: RE: Health Insurance

 

Yes
 
From: Escaped Slave
Sent: Friday, March 29, 2013 4:36 PM
To: The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
Subject: Fw: Health Insurance
 
    By the way, please send me a confirmation that you received the previous email. I need to confirm that you understood and that my check has been deposited and that my health insurance coverage is now continuing.
 
Thanks,
 
Escaped Slave
 
—– Forwarded Message —–
From: Escaped Slave
To: The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
Sent: Friday, March 29, 2013 4:16 PM
Subject: Re: Health Insurance
 
The Most Powerful Secretary in the World,

I confirmed in the previous email. “A continuation will be fine with me if that is the way I need to do it though.” There is the confirmation that I wrote in the previous email. If you need me to write it a different way then I will do that, too. Here it is:

I do understand that this is not COBRA. This is confirmation that I understand that this is health continuation coverage. Please accept my check and continue my health coverage.

Better? Thanks for all your help.

Escaped Slave

 
 
From: The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
To: Escaped Slave
Cc: Massa Suh
Sent: Friday, March 29, 2013 9:20 AM
Subject: RE: Health Insurance
 
Slave,
Horizontal Disorder does NOT have 20 full-time employees.
 
I will not deposit this check until you CONFIRM health continuation coverage. Do you understand that this is NOT COBRA?
 
The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
 
From: Escaped Slave
Sent: Friday, March 29, 2013 1:40 AM
To: The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
Subject: Re: Health Insurance
 
Oh really? I didn’t know that. Why can’t I do COBRA with Horizontal Disorder? Just curious. I thought if a company had 20 or more full-time employees then it was possible to do COBRA through that company. A continuation will be fine with me if that is the way I need to do it though.
 
 
From: The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
To: Escaped Slave
Sent: Thursday, March 28, 2013 3:54 PM
Subject: RE: Health Insurance
 
Escaped Slave,
 
I have received your check today- you do understand before I accept this check – you cannot do Cobra with Horizontal Disorder
 
You can only do continuation health for you for 3 months.
 
You wrote in your letter and on your check for Cobra
 
Please respond that you understand this before I process.
 
The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
 
 
From: Escaped Slave
Sent: Tuesday, March 26, 2013 1:14 PM
To: The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
Subject: Re: Health Insurance
 
Sounds good. I will send the check immediately. If you could, please let me know once you’ve received it.
 
Thanks,
 

Escaped Slave

 

From: The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
To: Escaped Slave
Cc: Massa Suh
Sent: Tuesday, March 26, 2013 1:12 PM
Subject: RE: Health Insurance
 
Escaped Slave,
 
The check will need to made out to:
HorizDis Corp
128-Q Deathingston Pavement
The Deep South, Jawja 30210
 
Please let me know on April 15 if you would still like to continue for May.
 
 
From: Escaped Slave
Sent: Tuesday, March 26, 2013 1:02 PM
To: The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
Subject: Re: Health Insurance
 
Okay, I would like to go ahead and pay for the next month at least. I will send you a check in the mail. Who do I write the check out to? Can I send it to the Horizontal Disorder address at 128-Q Deathingston Pavement, The Deep South, Jawja 30210
 
Thanks,
 
Escaped Slave
 
From: The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
To: Escaped Slave
Cc: Massa Suh
Sent: Monday, March 25, 2013 4:18 PM
Subject: RE: Health Insurance
 
The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
 
I talked to my health insurance broker we can  only do the continuation health for you for 3 months.
I am waiting on Permanent King to send me the information your cost will be $470.90. Will need a check ASAP so that I can pay your premium that is already do for April.
 
Please let me  know what you would like to do?
 
The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
 
 
From: Escaped Slave
Sent: Monday, March 25, 2013 2:15 PM
To: The Most Powerful Secretary in the World
Subject: Health Insurance
 
The Most Powerful Secretary in the World,

Regarding my health insurance continuation via COBRA: Please send any information, forms, or other correspondence that I need via email, mail, or fax. My fax number is 900-3825-968. If you have any questions, please contact me via email.

Thanks,

Escaped Slave

 
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To lie or not to lie… to your parents!

Since I just recently realized in adulthood that I am what they call a “highly sensitive person” or HSP after I read the book The Highly Sensitive Person, I have been been discovering quite a large number of new things about myself in relation to others. One thing that I am beginning to realize is that a huge chunk of my problems in my life, quite possibly most of them, are centered around dealing with my parents, and more specifically my mom.

Over the past week or so, I have decided to take my career in a different direction than I have ever approached it before. It has called for me to pretty much end everything that I’ve done or tried to pursue at all almost my entire life. Every job that I have ever had was related to the drudgery category of jobs in the book How to Make Work Work for the Highly Sensitive Person. I actually did try to stay in my most recent job even after reading about horrible is to me for my personality type and temperament and even tried to make improvements to the job and get along with the person that had become a workplace bully to me but it was just pointless. I had to get out so I just recently quit… and I’m NEVER going back! I don’t care if I go broke, lose my home, have no insurance, have no food, and have to live in the woods. The stress of the other end of having a job like that is just too hurtful to me. So, I quit and it’s now over.

So, to make a short story long, tI got away from a person at work that I considered a bully and possibly even having borderline personality disorder because she was just so extremely manipulative in every way possible. I was so happy to get away from her because my every last thought was revolving around her and trying to prove to her that I was doing my job correctly and trying to prove her wrong and get her to stop questioning everything I do just so I can feel better. I got away from her and I am very happy but I came to discover something horrible from this experience. My mom is exactly the same way.

I was trying to write a letter to my parents to let them know that I had quit my job because I always feel like I need to tell them everything. I always want to get their approval. I also want to let them know just in case they want to help me out after I have not had a job for a while. If I don’t tell them very soon, they will know I’ve been lying to them this whole time and probably be so upset that they won’t help. I’m not saying that I definitely will need it but it would be nice to have it available if necessary. So, I’ve never really lied to my parents in my life. My mom was too good at reading people and asked so many questions that she could usually figure things out. At least that’s what she made me believe. I never really lied because I was so scared. But now that I am an adult, I am realizing that I can’t even write this letter because I feel so stressed trying to write it that I have to go back and edit things again and try to predict what she will say about this or that and how I have to prove that this is the best decision for me no matter what she says but I realized that there is a problem. I will NEVER be able to prove her wrong and show her what is best for my life is actually best for my life. NEVER! She is EXACTLY like the person at work that was the bully except for the little tid bit that she actually loves me and wants the best for me. The problem is that she thinks that the best for me is only what she thinks is best for me and not what I think is best for me. It has always been that way and I can never convince her of anything. She is very manipulative and always turns the tables on me and says “What’s wrong with you?” or “Why don’t you remember things correctly?” or “That is not the way it happened. Why do you always think that I did something bad?” etc. Now that I’m typing it out, I’m starting to realize that it sounds a little bit like Norman Bate’s mom in Psycho. Anyway, I am beginning to think that to have a sane life and to have at least a minimum amount of comfort without someone literally driving me psycho, I may just need to break away from her as much as possible, even if it means having to lie about everything.

I don’t want people telling me that I need to just have the strength to stand up to her. I don’t need that anymore. She is so manipulative and stressful to me that no matter what I say she will turn it into something else completely different. I literally think I may have to completely break away from her and maybe even move to another continent like one of my siblings did just to get away from her. When I told my psychologist that one of my siblings moved to another continent and is planning on living there for the rest of their life, he said “Oh, they were subconsciously trying to get away from your mother, I see.” I have no idea why he said that but he may have been right on. Maybe I need to do the exact same thing.

This has literally been the most rambling blog I’ve written with no direction or pace or storyline, etc., but I just had to get it all out there to see what I think and see what other people think. If you have made it this far, could you please do me a favor and either comment on this story and tell me what you think I should do or email me and let me know your thoughts on this subject? I would really appreciate it. Should I just start lying to her about everything? Should I move to another continent to avoid her? If she knows I have no job and I still live close by then she will call me constantly to get me to do things for her and guilt me into feeling horrible until I do them or get in a huge argument with her or both. There is tons of manipulation in many different ways that I just don’t want to deal with anymore. So, let me know what you think if you get the chance. Thanks!

By the way, the drawing below doesn’t mean I’m a cross dresser. It is a drawing that Becky Tyler did of the Norman Bates character when he has gone out of his mind and thinks he is his mother and is wearing a wig and her clothes. Awesome or scary as hell? I hope I don’t become a Norman Bates. I know I’m (supposedly) bipolar but this doesn’t have to happen to me. Help me figure it out so I don’t become him! 🙂Image