Creative bipolar highly sensitive person musician needs land house home (As close to Marietta Georgia as possible)

This is a craigslist ad that I posted just now trying to change my life around:

I am a creative person (musician, artist, composer, actor, writer, inventor, etc.) with bipolar disorder and I also consider myself an HSP or a “highly sensitive person” as the psychological book The Highly Sensitive Person describes it. I am unable to work at a normal job because of many factors but I do feel that I have many positives to offer the world. The problem is that I am unable to concentrate on doing anything that I actually have a talent for when I am constantly worrying about having the basics in life. What makes it even worse is that if I try to get a simple job, a part-time job, a corporate job, or any regular job just to try to make ends meet it causes me so much anguish that I am unable to do anything besides the job. I am unable to concentrate at all outside of work and I get so stressed that I am so tired when I get off work that all I can do is go to sleep. All of this is explained in Jungian psychology or if you read about someone with bipolar disorder. If you read the book called The Highly Sensitive Person it says that having a job that any other regular person could do causes a person like me to have what is equivalent to post traumatic stress disorder just by having the job. Anyway, after explaining all that, I pretty much am asking if someone can help me to get a me a place to live that I own that I know I can stay there forever and the deed is in my name so I won’t have to worry about the basic necessities of life anymore. That is truly the only way that I can become a contributing member of society with my sets of positive and negative temperaments. If anyone can lead me in a direction to make this happen, actually give me a place to live even if I have to fix it up, maybe a piece of land even if I have to build my own house by hand, or even help me to start some sort of organization that will help people like me to own their own place for free, then I would be very happy, excited, and appreciative beyond belief. You can contact me via the anonymous email link at the top as to keep people from spamming me or call me on my business phone which I am writing phonetically so that no one can spam me at sicks-sevin-ate too-sevin-ate nein-too-sicks-too.

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As a “highly sensitive person”, the American dream is my nightmare.

As an HSP or highly sensitive person, I don’t want to live that way anymore. I always knew that “The American Dream” was never truly my dream. I don’t know why I continued for so long trying to follow that way of thinking of how to live life. I don’t care that much about money. As long as I have the basics I feel pretty good. I don’t care about having a wife the house with the white picket fence and the 2.5 kids and a dog. Actually, it’s not really about that at all. It’s mostly about having to have a job that I completely hate doing something that causes me so much stress with people that I don’t even like. Why am I doing this? I guess it’s to have a nice home and health insurance and be able to have cable television and go out to eat a lot. I don’t think it’s worth it anymore. I would rather have almost nothing and be able to do something that I feel like is worthwhile in my life than have to deal with that a single second more. That is why I am on a leave of absence from work. I thought I might be going back at the end of the absence but I really think that it is just over for me. I will be informing them that I am done. Plus, I have realized the only way that anyone seems to want to help me is when I actually need help. Right now, I have what everyone thinks is a good job, a good place to live, a decent car, food for spending on fun, etc. They won’t want to give me any kind of help until I am desperate. I don’t really want to have to have help but I am not doing it the corporate work way anymore. If I end up hungry living in the woods then that’s what I’ll do but I’m not doing it their way anymore. If you read the book How to Make Work Work for the Highly Sensitive Person then I think you will understand where I’m coming from. If you still don’t, then you aren’t an HSP aka a highly sensitive person and you probably never will understand it.

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